i decided this weekend that i should never really have children. and then today, i changed my mind again.
i stayed in brantford and babysat for a full weekend. let me tell you. i arrived back in toronto at 9pm last night. i gave a huge sigh to be back on familar territory. the familar territory of being responsible for me. doing a few odd jobs. being creative. taking jack for walks and feeding him. i feel selfish when i think about it.
but i may change my mind again. its just so hard. and self-less. being a mom. not only are you taking care of them. they are now your number one!
touch base in a month or so. i'm sure it will be different. but for now. i will stick with k-9's.