now that my stuff is almost gone. you would think that i have this big empty space of nothing. in which i can create. a lot. well. this is just not the case. I am at a loss. It feels good to be so free of stuff. but i am so overwhelmed. i think by success. and by the fact that i need to start again. its interesting in this business. starting again. all over. for a new show. fresh. Usually i really like this stuff. right now. i am terrified.